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omg…i can’t belive i’m writing this but somewhere in me is asking me to ..lol….anyway..sometimes i do say..i’m happy without having a relationship,and i even say that i’m much more happier being with friends and family…but its that true??…well for at the moment…i do feel lonely..and hoping that "special someone" would come and rescue me from this terrible and sad life of mine…anyway..sometimes i’m surprised that i could even cry because of this…donno why but it just flows out automatically but it will soon past,i’m just hoping that "special somebody" will love me for who i am and not love me because of my appearance…last night i have this dream when i was in a large lift with alot of ppl…and suddenly this guy just hold my hand and wouldn’t let go…but i’m not  afraid and not even struggling or anything but he did gave me this "an quan gan" the feeling when i’m with him and i also did felt a sudden feeling which is warm and happy right down in my heart…i saw how he looks like and he look quite familiar to me ,,it seems like i saw or know him before but right after i woked up ..i immediately forgot how he looks like..LOL..its really weird and it sounds like my mind is playing games with me..but i kinda believe it might happen…who knows…anything could happen…anyway talking crap here lol…don’t believe also nvm….but anyway…i do feel alot better while writing this…i got a feeling that one of my gan kor kor (fred) will be reading this so "HI…. KOR" LOL…… -_-!!…anyway just waiting and waiting and waiting for what will happen next and wondering wheather that "special someone" will be in Australia or Malaysia….wish me luck……..(o^-^o)

hmm~~~~it was a long time since i written in this blog

well….going to write what i want the most during my holiday^^

My Holiday Wishes:

1)meet with friends

2)go shopping

3)go yum cha

4)visit my friends

5)go pasar malam….YAY!!!!

6)go shopping,visit my former piano teacher…Annette..

7)go buy clothes…especially with the kind of style that i’m looking for

8)plan trip to genting and KL…..

10)maybe get a new hairstyle….SO JING ZHANG LEH….

11)go mamak stall yum cha…

12)maybe repeat one of the points from above

13)take pic…

14)chang K

anyway…dis is just the things that i can remember for the time being…but maybe got better plans to do when i think more abt it…anyway so long u guys…tata^^

GOSH!!!! how i wish i can pass my VCE next yr, from what i’ve seen on the news,newspapers or some of them written in their blog and got accepted from universities,if this really come true for me i’m just gonna thank my mum ,my dad for pushing me to study for the exam ,,,although i hate studying but hey,this is for  one my most important exams in my life,i must pass it …it would be better if i get a better enter score like 70.0 and above….WISH ME LUCK!!!!! STUDY STUDY STUDY FOR FOR NEXT YR…..TO ALL THE VCE STUDENTS OUT THERE WITH UNBELIEVABLY GREAT ENTER SCORE…CONGRATULATIONS TO U ALLL……

p/s; do give me tips on how to study better for VCE..I would appreciated it greatly..thanks^^